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[31 Aug 2005|11:06pm]
Have fun scrolling guys!!

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.

I miss somebody right now.

I don’t watch much TV these days.

I own lots of books.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play/watch video games. ((I want to, but then again I reeeally don't))

I’ve tried marijuana.

I’ve watched porn movies.

I have been in a threesome. ((techincally...))

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse all the time.

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I’m TOTALLY smart.

I’ve broken someone’s bones.

I failed the biggest assignment of the year.

I’m paranoid at times.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.

I talk really, really, really, really, really, really fast.

I have fresh breath in the morning.

I have long hair. ((to my shoulders counts?))

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I was born in a country outside of the U.S.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I like the way that I look. ((I'm getting there))

I know how to cornrow.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I think prostitution should be legalized.

I think marijuana should be legalized.

I have a hidden talent.

I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single. T_T

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

I would rather shop than eat.

I would classify myself as ghetto.

I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.

I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.

I’m a pretty good dancer.

I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my family.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I’ve rejected someone before.

I currently like someone.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before. ((Which is why the above statement is not bolded or italicized))

I’ve called the cops on a friend before.

I’m not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.

I have at least 5 away messages saved.

I have tried alcohol or drugs before.

I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past. ((ugh...ugh...haunts me in my sleep in does..))

I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.

I enjoy some country music.

I would die for my best friends.

I watch soap operas whenever I can.

I’m obsessive, and often a perfectionist.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story".

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. ((I LIKE FREE))

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I have dated a close friend’s ex.

I like surveys/memes.

I am happy at this moment.

Democrat.

Conservative Republican.

I (tend to) go for older guys/girls, not younger.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.

I can work on a car.

I love my job.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can. ((In school, out of school, on the street, driving, whenever, lol))

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.

I believe in prophetic dreams.

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I am proficient on a musical instrument. ((French Horn/Mello, and I think I sing fairly well))

I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I think water rules. ((YES IT DOES!!!))

I went to college out of state.

I am a pyro.

I have thrown up from crying too much.

I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.

I love kisses. (among other things)

I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time. *ding ding*

I adore bright colors.

I love Dear Abby.

I think school is awesome.

I think pigtails serve a purpose.

I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. ((because I'm a push over...))

I usually like covers better than originals.

I don’t like multi-textured ice cream. ((..what!))

I watch Food Network way too much.

I love coaching youth sports.

I can pick up things with my toes. ((it's quite fun))

I can’t whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes’ slither. ((raises eyebrows suggestively))

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I’ve ever written in. ((*le sigh* so many lost journals))

I can’t stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.

I think I was born in the wrong century.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I know who Santos L. Halper is.

I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.

I love wrestling.

I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.

If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.

I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. ((NO black anime characters like me...))

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.

I'm proud of at least one original work I created more than five years ago.

I love too much, even though I know it could hurt me.

I harbor a secret fetish that I wouldn't dare say out loud to my family. ((*Whistles innocently*))

I know at least ten songs in a language other than my native one.

I own more than one video game console.

I know who I want to marry.

I have ridden my bicycle 500 miles in 8 days .

I don't get as much sleep as I should.

I am a President of an organization.

I am really behind in hw right now, and I'm doing this to avoid it.

I know what Nutella is, and love it.

I am scared of major life changes.

I completely overstress myself over trivial things.

Tags:
Gel
Puck
Andrya
Scott
Stephanie

lessee who'll actually do this.
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[21 Aug 2005|06:38pm]
Amy: i want something to eat Ange
Amy: what to eat...
Me: lol
Me: ummm
Me: stuff?
Amy: lol
Any: yumm
Amy: i love stuff
Amy: lol
Me: tastes like chicken
Me: ^_^
Amy: LOl
Amy: doesnt everything
Amy: lol
Me: cept for turkey
Me: turkey tastes nothing like chicken
Amy: i like Turkey
Me: Yes I know, fabulous country
Amy: never been
Me: the air tastes like chicken.

-=-

Me: "You infernal codpiece!!"
Gel: or even
Me: lol
Gel: "vain sheep biting codpiece!"
Me: yes!
Me: why would a codpiece be vain or bite a sheep...
Gel: or "muttonminded harpy"
Me: *scratches head*
Gel: um..
Gel: or.. elfskinned fishmonger
Me: that's the worst visual
Me: lol
Me: a codpiece bouncing around biting sheep and staring at ponds going 'I feel pretty, oh so pretty...'
Gel: LOL!!!!
Me: hehe
Gel: i feel pretty and witty and gaaay! *chomp*
Gel: and i pity.. any codpiece who isn't me today *chompchomp*
Me: *bounces around in the grass*
Me: I feel charming, oh so charming! *bite*
Me: Sheep: *bleating and running away*
Gel: it's alarming how charming i feel!
Me: *chomp bite*

*giggles* I was too thoroughly amused today...
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*dances* [21 Aug 2005|09:47am]
[ mood | Entertained ]
[ music | Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends Theme Song ]

Guess who finally passed my driving test!!

That's right bitches I'm on the road *laughs manaically*

But ah, yeh, anyways. No I can't give rides to people cuz I live out in bufu and rarely go home, and with gas prices today, it's just outright ridiculous to go out of anyone's way. Anyone who does I give major props too, but I can't afford it, lol. I'm poor.

Anyways, on to school type things, I promised I'd continue with my schedule as soon as I'd gotten to a normal school day with White Day.

2nd-Biology. Okay, first of all. Who decided to give me a hot Biology teacher! I am never going to be able to concentrate. *shakes head* But so far so good, seems as if Chem didn't sap as much as my brain as I thought it was. Although, the stools are a bit annoying, as is the constant squeaking of them. The kids in the class for the most part pretty cool. And the people I sit with are awesome as well. One of them is this new transfer from BV, but he's cool for the most part, he's on the football team...hehe...I'm looking forward to watching him.

4th-Math Studies. This.class.is.completely.pointless. *dies* there's four or five people I actually talk to, the rest of them are either people I haven't heard of or people I didn't want to know existed *twitches*

6th-English III. The teacher is awesome *nods* truly, I already like her. I think once we get into the year that it'll be challenging, but for now it's just very...bleh. Ah well, I can't wait to get to the Sound and the Fury.

Marching band is entertaining *dances* Or at least it will be...the DCI kids are back *hugs Laura, Michelle, and Shawna* and our first game is next week. I think we'll do alright, but I'm...mmm...neh, I won't release my views here, too public. IM me if you wish to talk about it xchocoxcowx.

They gym is fun! we finally officially signed up now, and I take two classes and then do weight training on wednesdays. so I'm doing something every day cept Sunday. THAT IS MI DAY OFF WHICH WILL BE SPENT LOUNGING ^_^

I'll be around!
-=-Angi-=-

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[10 Aug 2005|08:30pm]
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.

"For now it was enough to know that all of that was still here."- Stephen King, Salem's Lot

How's everyone doing?

I've just realized how insanely glad I am to not have HL History this year. I would have shot myself. While all my IB mates are stressing over this 1000 word critique essay thing, I am sitting in my lurvely SL US History Honors class and I feel sooo intelligent, cuz I'm sitting around all these honors kids. It's quite gratifying really.

1st Period- Spanish III. Um...I dun think I'll do too badly in this class, it's not that hard and the teacher could be worse. I just gotta remember to second check some of the more dodgy things she says, and try to keep up with her when she mixes Spanish and English and makes crap. Not Spanglish. Crap.

3rd Period- Music History HL. Hm...this class is probably going to be more difficult than I thought it would be, but the people in there are awesome, and I love Mr. D, desipite some other people hating him. And I think I'll learn a lot in the class, which is what I wanted.

5th Period- Drafting and Design II. I LOVE this class...people=awesome atmosphere=awesome, and this is supposed to be the easy year of Drafting, so yeah. It's also the period before lunch, and I think it's awesome to have him before lunch. He's so entertaining, and he makes fun of people. So it's all good here

7th Period- US History Honors. I will have no problems with this class. It's an honors class, which is fine for SL History, and we got this...reading thing, it was like, 3 and a half pages, but it sounded like it way by like, a high school senior. All paragraphs were started and ended with topic and concluding senteneces and the last paragraph just summed up everything that had been said. I finish it in about...15 minutes. The rest of the class...I take 20 minutes to walk around the school for a bit, and there's some people still not done...*shrugs* As long as I stay awake I should be fine. Luchauer is quite interesting. And an opiniated New Yorker, which is pretty cool also.

The rest'll come after the real classes start for White days.

Tomorrow is the DCI competition, live at Bell Tower, and I'm hopping a ride with Shannon. This'll prove to be fun! I'll talk to you guys afterwards.
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[06 Aug 2005|07:19pm]
A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage.

The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Christianity is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshipped Satan.

A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.

* If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're Christian or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness. *
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My schedule [31 Jul 2005|07:21pm]
1st Spanish III-PreIB (HL) , Postma, S
2nd Biology II-IB (SL), Weigel, C
3rd Music III-IB (HL), Dahlberg, M
4th Mathematics Studies-IB (SL), Olsen, S
5th Drafting/Illustrative Design-II (SL), Barselou, D
6th English III-IB (HL), Pinkard, J
7th American History Honors (SL), Luchauer, R

anyone else got any of these?

cross-posted in museinme8
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[16 Jul 2005|10:34am]
Such Pretty Words...
But Love's No Story Book...
Love's an excuse to get hurt.
Do you want to hurt?

I do, I do

Then hurt me...

*thinks about it* thank you Bright Eyes ^_^

Anyways.

I get to get two copies of Harry Potter, because Barnes and Noble is gay

NEVER BUY FROM THEM! EVEN THEIR DAMN TASTY COFFEE
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[15 Jul 2005|11:43am]
How's everyone's summer been?

Mine's been fantastic. I've been avoiding doing the whole posting thing simply because of how long and tedious this post'll have to be, lol.

so I'll just put it under a cut and y'all can read it later.

My Summer Vacation )

Anyways. I'm tutoring M-W-F for the rest of the summer on mellophone. Jaqita...I kinda need to talk to you, but you're no answering your phone or such. If you are doing mello next year, I have your music and things.

Speaking of music...anyone know how to get mail to Magic of Orlando? I missed Michelle trying to get out of the traffic before DCI, and I need to mail her her music.
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waaaah [12 Jun 2005|10:04pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Breaking Benjamin "Blow Me Away" ]

What Makes You.. by SheBangs12
Your name?
Your gender?
What makes you sexy?Your eyes
What makes you pretty?Your eyes
What makes you loveable?How sexy you are
What makes you fun?Your adventurous nature
What makes you irresistable?Your party style
What makes you cute?How affectionate you are
Quiz created with MemeGen!




I don't care if it's right or not...it makes me happy dammit!

so...how is everyone? lol...I'm fine too. I've got so much to do in the next few days, but my cell's normally on...even at 4 in the morning.
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Yanked from marc and andrya [07 Jun 2005|08:02pm]
01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.
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[01 Jun 2005|11:46am]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | Iron Maiden- Aces High ]

*jumps for joy*
Found my class ring
Where was it?
Behind the table I put it on ^_^
I knew I'd find it!
*dances*
Sooo...yeah.


I've decided something. Fuck love. Seriously. For everyone else it gives problems, and bad karma, and just all around not goodness.

And it's a drug

Once you have it you're addicted forever. You never want to be out of love and constantly find yourself searching for it. Like a crack head jonesing.

The side effects are lousy. Nausea, tightness of the chest and stomach, loss of appetite, increased appetite during withdrawl. Constant headaches and crying, nervousness, anxiety. Sweating.

Bleh.

So...yeah, fuck love.

*sighs*
I'm an addict myself.

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update [30 May 2005|06:03pm]
[ mood | rejected ]
[ music | Anna Nalick-"Just Breathe" ]

*rubs temples*

I think I'm going to do this purging thing every year. It gives me time to think...not on this, mind you, but AIM.

I haven't cried in weeks ^_^.

Washington Details )

I'm practically free all summer, if anyone wants to do anything, just call me or IM me.

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*sighs* [12 May 2005|09:28pm]
And so the book closes, another chapter in my life.

Matt is gone. Finally.


-=-Angi-=-
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[12 May 2005|03:35pm]
Meh...

Joining the circus.
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[11 May 2005|06:37pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | SCV "Phantom of the Opera" ]

I ....argh...
It's been an aggravating week.
I've decided after high school, I'm becoming a mute. Obviously that's the good choice if I want people to stop calling me an idiot for voicing my opinions. I realize that it's high school, and that kids are dumb, and say stupid shit...but I'm so tired of being called stupid for saying something that I wanted to say.

Other than that...I tried out for Drum Major yesterday. I dunno...I think I did well, but I know I made a few mistakes. The two 'incumbent' drum majors are still here, so they'll probably get it next year, but I'm just keeping my options open, and so he can look to me for next year...because the sophomore class is rather unmotivated..not that I mind..but I don't think many people will try out next year. And if they do, I'll at least have some experience in the audtion so I know what to do.

I'm trying to go to the Liquid Cafe after the Band Banquet on Friday...there's a show there, so if anyone wants to come, that'll be good.

bye guys.

-=-Angi-=-

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[03 May 2005|11:37am]
Reply and I'll tell you something I like about you. Afterward, copy and paste this into your own journal.
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I never meant it... [26 Apr 2005|10:27am]
I promise...I only meant to hurt you a little bit...

I didn't mean to make you cry, but it seems as if it's not enough to just not mean it anymore.

The tears fall, even as I try to stop them anyway. I didn't mean it, I say it again and again, even though I know you don't care anyway.

I just try to think...just try and hope that I didn't leave you wanting...didn't leave you to stop and think so bitterly of me...hoping and praying that you found someone so much better, leaving me only more depressed in my blindess...

I only wanted your happiness...

I should have tried to hurt you instead, because it seems as if I only work in paradoxes.
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[13 Apr 2005|09:08pm]

Militant Vegans, People with bad grammar
Circle I Limbo

People who can't drive
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Starbucks
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Bad Actors, Dumb asses
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Lawyers, DMV Employees
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Pseudo Goths, Hipsters
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

PETA Members, Children
Circle VII Burning Sands

People who talk during movies
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Bill Gates, Tourists
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

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[13 Apr 2005|07:18pm]
Eventually, I will finish this layout so it does not clash

probably like, tomorrow tired now
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[11 Apr 2005|04:58pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | The Phantom of the Opera "Past the Point of no Return" ]

So..this is the third day out of 10 that I've skipped....*rubs temples* by by grades..*waves to them as they go down the tubes*

Who thinks it's time for me to get a new layout for this journal?

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